okay i gotta write this down. dunno why hahahha. incase i forget what an ass i am.

poor ah mok. she's the one that I'm sure has a crush on me hahahhahhaha. and she knows that i know, and we both know that she doesn't want to have a crush on me.

but i'm just irresistable as that. LOLLLLL jk. to the wrong people sometimes. 

but its not really a crush- crush actually. i dunno. 

its funny actually. hahahha. its just that last time we kinda ended up hanging out together during breaks, and then we started talking more, and yeah. she started to laugh exasperatedly at stuff i say hehheh. and then yeah. she started being shy-er around me. and goes: " why are you so like so and so" *cough*hot*cough*

HAHA. this is too funny .___.

but seriously. we both know i'm not her type, and she's not my type, and we'll never be each other types, (she's those chinese girls that go for chinese-speaking lala guys, and i'm england.) so yeah. but yeah. i guess its cuz...i fit together. i dunno. however weird i am, its in-sync-ly weird, and yeah. okay gonna stop thinking about this now. 

BUT. there was just this once, recently, it was after midterms, and then we were hanging out with other people, and then we were buying snacks from this small grocery store, and i was waiting outside cuz i didn't need anything

and then she called me (she was right behind me) and then i turned, and (oops) when i turned my head, my eyes totally locked into her eyes pffffffttt. 

and then she stared back and zoned out and never asked the question

and for some reason i started grinning this sideways grin like an idiot *facepalm* and went: "what?" 

then she gave a half-sigh and said never mind. 

oh boyyyyyy.