potholes.

sooooooo yeah. today's mostly interesting too, i guess. 

started off with computing. yay i got 4/5 for quiz pheww there's still chance for a D. LOL. HD is gone :(( oh welllllls. 2nd sem shall work my butt bahaha. poor Kay though, he's like...borderline :/ but HAHA he mentioned that all his worst subjects are the classes with me. HEH. then i reminded him that my worst subjects are the same as his. LOL. so if it's my fault, it's his fault too. hmmmmm. well besides that.. no more computing lectures yay! this week's the last. so no more early morning lecture suffering. 

well moving on, i had a break, and slept in the library. it's really nice, there's like no one, and the air-cond was just the right temp, so had a really good nap :P looool. and then its maths.. 

okay as usual, learning the things we learnt back in high school, easy peas. >.< LOL. that's the worst part. the moment when i think things are easy i won't care about them ahahahahaha. oh well. needa change that attitude. fast. LOL. sooo then oh its really funny when Ms Y goes like 

"Who would like to come out and try out this question? Come and get your participation marks."

 bahahaha then i would look at kay and we'll be like ahah go man. no, you go. nah, no really, you go. go lah. jeez gooo. but yeah. hahaha. 

hmmm. well then its english after that... 

EPIC HAHA. so it started off with Gif on his topic about How to perform CPR. very clear cut and methodical. i had no idea you have to pump the chest so many times. :O oh well. he did really good, but Ms C said he talked too fast. haha. so i then reminded myself to talk slowww. but yeah. makes me wonder, what happens when someone does need CPR and you''re like the only one around. errrrr. i think i'll just pray for him/her HAHAH. let God do the work ;) lolololol. 

so then i'm next! lolololololll. so my topic wassss (drum roll) How to weave a ketupat! :O so then i made up this goofball story about how Hari Raya's just around the corner so i chose that topic. Not true at all. but anyway :P . so then i started off craaping about learning about it during Form 1/2 and then taking oober long to learn it but finally did it finally so the steps are like embedded into my brain haha. and yeah. started showing everyone how to do it. 

how its supposed to look like. 

OH and i asked ding to be my assistant. but all he has to do is just sit in the crowd with another pair of ribbons and copy exactly what i do. 

which he failed. hahahahahha oh well. he never did it before so okay. but i was like doing halfway and then asked him how was his going and he's like looking at the mess in his hands and having this epic confused look LOL. 

BUT. i failed too. .......................... its so much harder doing it standing upppp. ahahahahha. so i was holding it and then suddenly one loop dropped out and i went: Oh Shit. ahahahhahaha. but later i asked Ms C if any marks are penalised for cussing and she said only if she heard it. HAHAH i hope that meant she didnt. lawlllll. 

BUT. it still turned out.. recognisable. looool. so yeah. at the end i could tell everyone's like uhhhhhh. *confused about everything. looool. oh well. it was fun. :D and then after that few ppl went too....too lazy to talk about everyone like i did before bahaha. but some are really interesting. :) 

but :/ when the last guy went up, empty-handed, and did it under half of the time we're supposed to do, Ms C was like.... "im so disappointed with this batch." </3 and then she went on about how the previous years everyone were so prepared and how there would be only ONE or two from the class who clearly didn't prepare, but this year it's like....everyone didn't prepare. ://// generation fail. gah then she started talking about how yeah it's important to entertain your friends, making sure its fun and not boring, but at the end of the day, what is it that you want? this is a presentation, and in the future its not gonna be about how fun you are, its about the message you want to give... and then she also talked about those who had a good command of english, who have no problem with speaking, and about how these ppl (i feel baddd) would not prepare. and then she compared it to the ppl who "can't even string a sentence properly". and now that we have the good fortune to be this good in english, and we don't even use that to our advantage. and all Ms C did this without even raising her voice. she just said it with this as-a-matter-of-factly voice which made me want to bury myself out of shame. and worst of all, she really meant for the best for us. after hearing all that we all look so dejected that she's like "Haha i'm not saying all this to make all of you feel so bad and feel like dying, its just to make you think." heh. can still joke nicely.

:/ 

felt so bad. sigh. i didn't prepare at all. just went up and crapped, as how i usually do.... and realized that's not the point. yeah it's great to be doing impromptu. but yeah... in the end? its what you get from doing all this. 

yeah. :/ soooooo yeah. after that i headed outside to wait for mom, but suddenly Ze appeared and started talking to me...and then walked me to the end of the looooong corridor to outside... (?) okayyy. but so nice :') only got to know her during camp, and have no same classes at all, but yeah. 

we talked about the presentations, meh she's done with all hers. i have two more this weeeeek. gosh. and now i have to go prepare haha. 

wooookay. :)