on 12,
Kay and I were dying again during Maths. LOL. the two of us were just stoning and staring blankly at the paper, or at the board, or at the lecturer, and nothing was going in. and not two seconds will pass before one of us went: this is sooooo boringg. ahaha. not that class is hard or actually boring, but we're just too lazy LOL. laziness loves company. but then things got better later during english, which was fun, but tough again :/
And after that in the afternoon, i started my first 3 hours of the 10-hour community service that i have to complete. so headed to Taman Megah Home for Disabled Children. (and others, i think). oh and that place is just like five minutes walk from the nav office :O but they won't allow visitors on Sundays, so there goes a potential youth activity HAHA. (just wanted company while doing my 10 hours omg i'm horrible loool.)
but anyway. i was assigned to this other house, but this one was more of a class thingy. there's like a head teacher [who's so strict D;] so my job is to just teach the people there, like help them with any homework or anything they don't understand. And some children don't go to school, so studying for them is blegh, so its kinda hard sometimes for me..
HAH who am i kidding LOOL. that three hours that i spent in that house, there's this guy who only finished one summary, and another just did one page of maths, and like five questions of homework. THREE HOURS, MIND. ahahaha. i tried, i really did. loool. i'll go like, eh focus guys, we have to finish this.
but no hahahahha. um so at first it was pretty hard, cuz i'm new there, and the 13-year-old that i'm teaching was kinda...conservative at first? but then O.O he can really talk later on. but i had to squeeze out all my brain juice to try to get him to open up. lool. but honestly, its easy when you're older and of the same sex, esp for boys. the thing about young boys is that they're all about the dangerous and cool stuff. loool. so i started talking (or, "accidently" slipping that information) that i used to be in a gangster school. AHAHAHA. (technically its true, and i even explained the history of my school and all) and heck. the guy was like O.O. and at first he's like kinda scared HAHHAH. but of course, not. my laughing face kinda chilled him back. ahahha. but yeah. heck man. its also surprising the way a child remembers the stuff that you don't want him/her to remember. the rest of the day he was like "yeah you're a gangster". shizzz. lol.
but then it got kinda chilled. it was so freakin hot in the afternoon, forget about him doing his work, I DON'T even wanna help him LOOL. *sigh* thats me, i guess. loool. so i just started talking to him LOOOL. and then learned that he wants to be race car driver and a professional football player in the future. ahha. we had fun talking (Y). and i forgot how excited young boys get over these kinda things. it's infectious, too. Dunno why i get as excited as him.. looking back, its a bit... sheesh. ahahhahaha. embarassing. i'm like, uh, why was i so excited by the way this dude reacts after he scores a goal jeez xinyou. looool. but yeah. one thing about the leaf is that it moves with the wind..
and then the strict teacher left for awhile. O.O LOOOOL. then it was like chaos. some other kids were like taking a break. and then they started joining in with me and my guy's conversation. and then we were so noisy. loooool. oh jeez. i'm such a great teacher. and everytime i try to bring them back to the work they'll just ask another question and then i'll ask them something but then get interested in that thing and then ask more questions and then get excited and stufff,.... jeez. sheesh.
and then the teacher came back. and we were still on the same page LOL. oh well. it was... cool. yeah. lol.
three hours felt long, though. but it came to an end soon enough. so yeah. after that i was totally beat and went to sleep at 9.30, telling myself i'll wake up and do work or stuff but, heck, this is me i'm talking about. no such thing. so no happening.
so on the 13,
malaysian studies... played temple run with ding's phone. i hate that game. really hate that game. but i love playing it. HAHA. partly because trying to get a friggin 100,000 is such daunting a task that i feel its my number one priority now. *shrug* games. looool. some games i just can't play. well, most games actually ahaha.
oh yeah. as for the class... can't remember what happened. LOL.
ooooh and then there was a briefing about the upcoming leadership camp!
so then 150++ ppl had to squeeze in the conference hall for the briefing. wowwww i didn't know allll the people that i usually meet in the hallways all belong to the same intake as I. O.O but of course, there's a 150 students, so i probably should've figured that out.. but really. I thought some people look really old, and so freakin cooool (okay i have this thing about ppl being cool hahaha esp the way they dress, or, the way their outward personalities coincides with the way they dress, its so admirable)
anyway.
yeah so i might get a chance to meet people that i've only seen in hallways! ahh exciting. and um. i'm exceptionally friendly those people that i wanna meet, so that previous post about the careful with people thing can forget about it.
um.
or maybe i'll just post about what happens instead of my psycho-cross-examination of MYSELF. bahaha.
OH BTW. am i the only one who always confuses Dr.Jekyll and Mr. Hyde with The Hulk? its really confusing really. like, I'll always think that the green hulk is a different personality and that it actually can influence bruce banner and stuff. but thats just dr.jekyll, right? heh i dunno. from the books i've read (when i was a young, excited, all-for-superheroes kid) i seem to remember that the green hulk is just all muscle, no other emotions except anger, so yeah. hmmm.
SO.
then th briefing started... and GOSHHH. its really EXCITING. and the PEOPLE. HAHA. hilarious. everyone's so funny. gahhh. camp's gonna be sooo fun. and everyone was responding to the briefer's questions and statements... awezums. and oh, my camp is in JELEBU. like YEAH. its the best camp. :DDDD in the middle of the forest, with rivers(!!), and trees, gahhhh. and then there're speed boat rides (i think) haha and stuff. during the briefing, the lecturer was talking about the things you need to bring, and then she started to show us a slide, with the words
THINGS TO BRING- ONLY FOR THE JELEBU CAMP.
the ones going to jelubu were all screaming their heads offff. gah its so freaking EXCITING. how many times have i said that loooool. but yeah. and then she continued with the slide.
1. SWIMMING ATTIRE.
and the whole hall erupted LOL. gah the atmosphere was just crazy. feels like everyone just wanted to swim, right there and then. LOOOOL.
and i seem to remember that Jelubu, in negeri sembilan, is the one place in Malaysia that has the highest amount of rainfall. omg kill me now. oh wait. kill me after the camp. yeah.
so after that blah blah blah, then everyone went back to classes..
and then i got home. slept.. grrr. work up eleven pm. supposed to finish the video. went out to mamak to take videos, but i wanted to take a picture first, and then i took but forgot to turn off the flash, so after i took everyone was STARING AT ME shitttttttttttt. then i was like, hell no way imma take a video now. bah. so went back, and it was already 12.
then 12.30 i started making the video.. and went alll the way until 5 o clock. lol. i'm gonna suffer for the next few days mannn. and then i have another 3 hours of comm service on friday, which is today. gah. and i'm not evern happy with the way the video turned out. music was terrible. but i really couldn't think of any songs that could go with it. sighh. and my playlist is getting annoying. half the time i dunno what happened to my music lol. but yeah, uploaded the video to my account :D
OH OH. before i went to the mamak, i called ann HAHAHAHA. i was such a retard. because my mind was off the youth recently, i was like hey ann! and then... "how's the youth?" LOL. and she was like..."fine?" so then i tried to evade the embarassing-ness by going: " so hows life, how're you?" and THEN she was like: "eh who am i talking to ah?" LOL. and it was only wednesday. ahahahaha. gawd i'm a disgrace. but hahah. i miss thinking about the youth *sigh. but NOH. college nao. but i'm still going to the rally on sunday! and also might be on the worhsip team! i figured i'll let myself go, because a rally i can handle. in fact, it's perfect, because there's no need for evaluation of the things i do, or answer things ppl might ask. haha. (actually i'm not even evaluating now ahahahahah) but i'm just kinda tired of people noticing the things i do, to which i sometimes have no idea i'm doing. haha. sorry. :( :))
but yeah. so on thursday... 14th,
computing was terrible.. :( Ms Computing was furious with everyone, cuz everyone needed to be spoonfed the instructions and all. and we were doing the excel formulas, so :/ pretty hardddd. though she's right, google was in front of our noses the whole time but no one went and searched up the instructions at all. sighhh. generation fail. :(
then i had an hour break before my tortoure starts. which is 4 back to back classes from 12.30 to 5. eeekk. but def better than wednesday, which had a four hour break in between, which i would then rot. -___-. so for the hour break i wanted to blog, but then decided to go play foosball with Kay. that guy played fairly enough, more than me, ahahaha. and i've only watched the pros play, and kinda only know a few tricks. LOL. but Kay was just spining the sticks like hell. like the move where you gave the stick a twirl with all your strength and you blast the ball all the way to the other end haha he kept doing that, but the ball not flying the way he wanted. lol. but he still scored gahhh. and then it was 4-0. (first to 5 wins). loool. BUT. then i got a lucky shot in. and then i was pretty pumped up, and i was getting the hang of it, and then i went all the way to 4-4! whooh. so exciting. (but we're out of balls so thats the end of it). but still :DD hahaha. most of them lucky shots though. AHAHA. and also, Kay's other friend came and he asked him to watch the goal for him but then i scored one lucky one and he was scolding the fella ahahahahha.
then i had study skills, which was *shrug boring but the lecturer's cool, *cough eccentric* and she's SOOOO forgetful. or should i say, selective memory. the things that'll trouble her she won't remember one. looool. but gah. i need the letterrr. zz.
and it ended early, hence the brief post before it on the 12th earlier yesterday.
but then i continued on..
had english blah blah, had maths (stressful as usual. all Kay's fault) and then malaysian studies. :)
finally had a chance to talk to her. :)
ahhh. it wasn't even a proper conversation looool. just a few sentences, but it's a start. in fact, she even started it, though not directly directing it at me, so looool. but haha. it wasn't really even a good few sentences, i was just being my usual dumb-teasing self. so hmpf. and it was bout a pendrive. lolll.
and it was also so weird, because after that she was sitting with her friend and then the lecturer asked me and ding to sit while waiting for the video to load and then i looked behind me and was like oh, the only chair available was next to her so oh well. and then i turned to them to ask for the date to fill up this form thingy, and then uh.
codename: Rae.
Rae answered 14th, and then i was like okay thanks, and turned away but then after two seconds her friend went "14th". then was like errrr. thanks :) LOL. i thought she was just being funny. but heh after that
another dumb moment. the teacher wanted to test our video, so she asked us to play it first, but then it was connected to the projector, so i wanted to plug it off so that ppl won't see it. so i found this wire and then plugged it off, while the lecturer was shouting "NO not that one"......and then the laptop went blank.
HAHAHAHA. so it was the laptop power supply wire that i plugged off. LOOOOL. and there wasn't a battery plugged in, so it's running entirely by AC power, so it went blank. whoops. gah Sooooryyyy!
but then it got weird. the lecturer was like half-scolding me, and then i was saying sorry and half-laughing, and then Rae's friend was just kinda....talking to me. like replying everything everyone said and directing it to me. like she said: "yeah why did you to that?" and also "naughty naughty" and "you should tie your hands up" and also the whole time she was staring and looking at me...
creepy as hell. and so ironic that the girl's friend that i was interested to get to know in actually might like me. this is shizz. stupid. how am i suppose to talk to Rae now? -____-. haha loooool okay i don't really even plan to talk to Rae what am i saying bahaha.
then the lecturer decided that my group'll present the video next wednesday cuz the sound system is acting up so yay!
so yeahs thats about it. i went back home, finally had my lunch at 6.00, lol, and then read a bit of the book i wanted to finish since two weeks ago, still haven't finished it, and then went back home at 7, and then crashed to bed and slept all the way until this morning, now, as i'm writing this. slept about 12 hours. HAHA. and i'm still tired. my brain's still fuzzing over the lack of sleep the night before.
and then today i have the 3 hours thing. Hmpf. this time i'll be strict. no playing. nono.