Nightlock

Woke up at seven. Immediately decided not to go for Hari Anugerah Cemerlang. haha. Wanted to sleep moreee, plus worried about things. but then mom came in my room and was like, WAAAAAAKEEE UPPP. I said I DOOOOWAAAANAAA GOOOO. blah blah blah. then she gave up and went out. I laid down for about five minutes, then texted my teacher and calvin that i'm not going. then was about to sleeep when mom comes in again and went GOOOOOOO LAHHHH WHY DOWAN TO GOOOO. and i was like ZZZZZZZZZZZ. DOWAN LAH VERY TIRED. blah blah blah. then mom went out. tried going back to sleep but then started wondering hmmm maybe i should go.  idunno, but at that time i just felt strange and just felt like i should go. and plus my mom. lol. so i just thought about all that for like ten minutes. AND THEN MY MOM CAME IN AGAIN. GOOOOO LAHHHH. i was like wth mann mom, ya doing some strategy or smth go and come and go and come back? -.-


In the end I went. ahahahahahahahahahahaha. So I just opened my cupboard, looked at the clothes and glanced through them. Picked one set in like three secs. ahahaha. no time to dress up. I'm already
late and i'm still at home.Then when i got there... walked through the school gates... felt so unusual. like walking in a dream. like those deja-vu feeling that you'd done this before, but so, so long ago. sighhh. anyway, went in, saw Hidayah sitting on the benches at the basketball court, so lonely ahah. Went to her, said heyyyyy, then sat with her while she's waiting for her friends. She looks so mature now :') mature in a quiet, good way, not like those who think they are the world's most fantastic object and walk the earth like some strut-maniac and wears er-what-is-that. ahahahahaha. nah joke, i love that type of girls too. So we talked about life and all...what ya gonna do, what you wanna do, what you actually doing LOL, etc, etc.

Then saw Jacie and Herman walking.. Then both of us were like looking at them from far, and they're looking at us so LOOOOL. then eventually Herman started waving and LOOOL everyone waved at each other. And then when they got nearer they're like EHHH that's xinyou! and in my head i was like "WHERE? WHERE?" ahaha. apparently i look different naoo. cuz of the longer hair..and diff...style? like diff way of acting as a person. there's a word for that but can't be bothered to think. But everyone exchanged hugs and heyyy missed you and all that... And then they said that event isnt gonna start anytime soon so they're heading for the mamak wanna join? I looked at Hidayah, she's like I'm waiting for fatin and kalia, so i was like I'm waiting for Hidayah ahaha. But didn't really wanna be around Jacie actually sighhh. One out of two. But it was okay, it was all smiley and friendly. and then they went out..

Then Tzen came AHAHAHAH. one of my best buds. mah homey.  And he's those kinda people which you don't go all cool and all, like for others we do the bro handshake and the maybe the bro hug and go whassup la bro how you doing and all. I saw him and I was like what the hell are you wearing man, but whaaasup la. ahahha. And he went eh what lah? I wearing collar shirt lah, whats wrong with that? And I go yahla collar shirt good lah but thats a collar TEE-SHIRT. PEOPLE WEAR FORMAL COLLAR SHIRT YOU WEAR T SHIRT COME FOR FORMAL EVENT. and he's like OH REALLY ARH. ahahahahahhaa. *facepalm. dude thinks got collar can already. but well, its not the first time he's underdressed (nor the 2nd3rd4th5th6th7th8th48r018950th) so it felt like the old times :')..

So we talked about life too, the three of us. he continued talking about his workk. The hot girls he met. How his hand would tremble and drop things when serving hot girls and i was like SAME SAME. but i'm more of the trip-over-my-tongue type too. ahahhaha.

Then kalia came... then tzen and I decided to walk up to the hall, see whats happenning up there.. Met Mr Elvin along the way :') looool. he's still the same. the absolute lamest teacher in the whole freakin milky way. his jokes are the worst. ahahahah. but our favorite teacher, obviously. (Y) When he saw us he was like EHHHHHHYYYY and we're like EHHHHHHHHHYYYYY ahahahahahahaha. then the insults came and all, with this teacher there is a standard way of talking. ahah. then went to the space outside and both of us went O.O.

Saw everyone there wearing SHIIIIZZZZZ. like the things you would wear if you're applying for a CEO COMPANY FOR FOREIGN BUSINESS ADMINISTRARION SHIZZ. LOLOLOL. tzen and i were like eh what is this la dowan to go already. ahahahaha. saw our classmates too, but ignored them ahahaha. they were alllll in formal shirts and tucked in and belt all shiny shiny shoes jeez. lighten up weyh. Tzen was like you are quite bad also with t-shirt inside a collar formal shirt but very casual and all and then casual pants and casual shoes and i was like you are the worst lah you look like those sibilings of the ones taking the prize ahahahaha. But we did went and gave our names and all, got a sticker and then chilled around for a bit.

the event didnt start straightaway, but in the end it finally did, then the whole class was all gathered in one spot so everyone was like ehhhh machaaaa and everyone was chatting loudly and all. but LOL tzen was sitting far from me and at that time i was totally beat so i didn't really talk to anyone. just mostly listened and smiled at what people were saying..

Then calvin came, now he's the one in the gang thats actually cool-though-still-dumb way, so we're did the handshake but LOOOOL its so dumb we did the clasp and then changed to the flick like usual but this time we changed back to the clasp and then the flick again and again so we just hang there touching each others hands for few secs blehk so damn gay. ahahahah. but then he sat down in front of me and then he went you look like shit man, im like wow you noticed? hahaha then didnt talk much cuz he knows i'm beat and just asked questions like hows life and all. mmmm


so at the end of the event we all were like mann where you all hanging out... but i was more like ehh where you going after this and they go this place this place and i was like cool cool but i'm going home and sleep ahahahaha. but then everyone started to leave but it was in one whole big group so everyone just follolwed everyon.. then when we got to the school gate everyone was like eh come come and started going into cars and me tzen and cal were like ehhh what to do man and everyone was like eh come laa so we just ah screw just follow la what the heck. ahaaha. then all of us (three cars) headed to ss2 and for CHILLY PAN MEE. :DD ahahahahaha.

Me tzen and cal were in nicole's car LOL OMH. so there's nic, cha, jacie, gan, and the three of us. ahahahaha. and so we got in, settled down and all and then VRRROOOOOOM. LOL. nic drives like a freakin "mad lizard" ahahahaha. but so coolz. we were passing every car and making mad turns ahahaha. and the worst part is the other two cars were following us, cuz only nic knows the way. poor other drivers. so we dashed to ss2 and then reached the area in no timee. so we were crusing around the shop lots, looking for a parking space when suddenly BANG! everyone hit their heads on the car ceiling ahahahaha and was going HOLY OUCH WTH. ahahahahaha nic ran over a bump without slowing down ahahahahahahaha.

so yeah. then we went to the shop, all 15 of us, but before we got off the car, the other car had already parked and then all the people were getting out and we were all laughing because coincidently it was all indians and they all look so freakin dark and so gangsta with their messy hair and all. And then Tzen was like eh look at that gang lah, those kinda indian people who talk loud and nonsense, and go to cafe's to drink beer and then start fighting wan AHAHAHAHAHA.


so then we ate chilli pan mee. and gawd it was seriously so freakin hot. loooool. all the girls were like argh i can't finish this and all the guys were like....this is good shit. AHAHAH. and everyone was sweating and some indians (LOL) were even taking more chilli into their bowls.


but yeeah. It was time to leave. :( need to get back and prepare for the baking and sleepover, and also buy the ingredients LOL. and some rest plz. yeah. So I went to each and everyone of them and said bye . :) sighh. now i can't wait to see them again. it's a good thing i went for that. have my mom to thank for that ahahahaha.


got back home and then bam! slept. looool. slept for about 1 1/2 hour.. then its so freakin late already ahahahahah. quickly showered and stuffed all the stuff into a bag then my mom drove us to Tropicana mall to buy the sugah, and then went to Kelana jaya to fetch jj. so then I started Part II of the weekend - The sleepover. :D


Got there like, 3.30, half an hour late ahahaha oops. but strangely i wasnt feeling tired (well maybe a bit but i ignored it) so then started talking loudly like nobodies business. And Sarah was there too, so everything was loud and fun ahahaha. LETS MAKE SOME COOKIES MAN. so we got everything down and all, and everyone just stood around the table and stared at a few people making lol. and then ann was like, need smthsmthsmth amount of butter and jj and i were staring at the butter and then...its more than one whole butter LOL. so we just stood there awkwardly and wondering: so we just plop the whole thing in? :O ahahaha oh well. soooo muchhh buttttah. so few people were just standing and watching so ann was like You know what how about the guys do the cookies and the girls do the cupcakes! and the guys (well, just me and jj) ahahha went OH CHALLENGE ACCEPTED. so we split into two groups. So the guys did the cookies and stuff. Had fun playing with the mixer ahahah. kept going TURBOOOO.


So thennn we went on making the stuff.. and then for some reason, everyone started saying meme punchlines... which are so odd. but lol quite funny ahaha. and thennn we finally finished making the dough so its up to the oven to do all the rest..


Then we played 7-lvl piggg. LoooL took us ages to explain the rules to everyone haha. but still i think we managed....somehow.. hehheh. then we played... pretty funny in several situations... -__________- yi zong kept saying RIIIGHT XINYOUUU. hahahahaha. pretty much everyone targetted me. but jeez they did it so obvious hahaha. and at the worst times. but ahahaha i maintained at lvl ZERO. yay me. though obviously the tiredness in the inside and the mind helped. sooooooo..

then THE COOKIES ARE DONE. i was like ahh can't wait to see but.....BOOM. whoa. so bigggggg. lololol.  so then we started to let it cool and all, then put in another batch, and then the cupcakes..


 Can't remember whattt we did after we put in the second batch. :/ ugh i think it was the going out for drinks thing. so then we all headed out for drinks, under the rain..........................................*cough.
yi zong stayed behind. O.o hmmm.


but LOOOOOOL. before we went out of the gate ann wanted to use this flysheet thing as a cover over our heads. i thought it would make us look like those lion dancers jig, so looool. but everyone was like...uh......ann.....no. AHAHAH. in the end, no. poor ann. haha.


so went out for drinks... under the rain... i felt more relaxed :) mmmm. then walked to the mamak, grabbed some cans which ann's mom paid for.


-Words, sentences, paragraphs cannot even begin to give an impression of how much ann's parents had done for us. sighhh. -  God bless them.


Then sat down and chilled out. then played the concentration-name-game or smth ahahah. pretty funny. everyone was sooooooo bad. sucked so baddddd. LOOOL. just kidding. wait, no really, seriously. we couldn't even get past three people. AHAHA.  but lol once i went, *leg *clap *xinyou four* looooooooool. so retarded of me ahahah. but hey its cool. *cough.

then we gave up. everyone started to think of games we can play. I feel like there's so much games that can be played, but havent even known them yet. so :S gotta improve on that.

but then ann came up with one. she went: hey have you guys played the *here she did some ridiculously complicating movements* *boom cha-cha-boom or smth* and then we were all like.....WHAT GAME? and LMAOLMAOLMAO sarah went IF WE CAN'T DO *here she does the concentration-name movements* WHAT MAKES YOU THINK WE CAN DO THATTTT AHAHAHAHAHHA. she's hilarious mann.
then we played...china whispers... lol at jj for making up his own line ahaha. but yeah nothing much thenn.

so then i think we started the journey back. wasnt really raining. so then i was at the back the girls were in front of me, and the guys were way further ahead :/ but yeah i was like shuffling my dead feet behind haha. but then pony poop came behind and asked me how my morning was :) ahahahahah. i think i....laughed. it was one heck of a morning. :) but yeeeah. so then we continueddd. and then ann started talking about sarah's friend (which is actually my friend too lol) who talks in an accent, and then sarah's like jeez his accent is so annoying ahaha then *pause. then someone said well huei yi has an accent too LOOOL. and then pony poop was like nooooo and then said something about it, (forgot what she said exactly) smth like "i don'tttt talk with an accent". BUT AHAHAH. the accent was so obvious :P so then i immediately mimicked her ahahahaha then everyone cracked up. LOL. so funny. :D

then we went back to the house. and i think it was that time when we took everything out, cupcakes and cookies, and then counted them. :/ so then we found out it wasnt enough. bah. and everyone was totally beat. but *sigh.  had to go on making them. so we continued making a new batch of cupcakes....then was too lazy to make extra cookies bahaha.  i dunno if its really unnecessary, but we didn't ahahahha. (i think it's just excuses though, but neither am i complaining)

blehk. so tiring, baking. but we managed in the end :') but wait. HAVE TO CLEEEEAAAN. gah. so its hard work againn. so we cleaned all the mess we did... cleaned the table, washed the dishes, mopped the floor, scrub stuff, etc etc... poor ann and pp. they did allllllll the dishes. i remember for the steamboat, i kinda forgot to ask everyone to help me clean out stuff, so i had to wash everythingggg alone. friggin took me one night and one morning to finish everything. after that i was like TO HECKKK WITH DISHES GAH. paper plates naoooo. ahaha. so eheh. tried to help out with the area, cleaned the table, kept things back to the cupboards and all, mopped the floor, but :/ kept feeling like the table and the kitchen area still had a messy feel around.. but hmmm.


but finally we're about done. then everyone went to shower. jj was playing some game on the ps3. at first ann was playing the piano, releasing stress, then i went and joined her, played some songs, lol even the ones which last time i practised for months now failed so terribly. :/  but anyway. went through the "big bulky book" of songs. and i was just reminiscing the old songs, those songs that my bro always played, and could play with no effort like everyday. when he was at home.. so :/ hmmm. i can remember how every song went ahaha, cuz he freakin go through the whole book like water and paper. bah. oh well. some genes can't be shared. lol.


so then i picked up the guitar LOOOOL trying to get my pride back AHAHAH. nah. so then went to the...uh...window seat? i love that small ledge with the windows and the pond right outside it. i will sit there the whole day if i had it in my house. but anyway. plugged in my bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuue earphones and played to some JM songs.. but couldnt really play prop, nor manage to relax or quiet down my mind, cuz my whole body was itchy and sticky hahaha need to bathhh. but good thing after i decided to quit the guitar everyone was sorta, done showering (except jj still at the ps3) so then i went..

then came back.. feeling better and fresher. then took the laptop out and tried out the wifi. LOOL the password was funny. then jj and were like CABALLLLL ahahaha. but he couldnt really get the connection :s so yeah. i left him to it first, then joined the rest, who were taking pictures. managed to photobomb one LOOOOL. reminded me of the old school days. Tzen would always ask me (jokingly) to do something to the group taking the picture, and i would always do it, but then regret it like heck ahahahaha. cuz i look freakin stupid in the end-picture. ahahah. oh well. but good times, good times.
so uh... after the pictures i think me and jj went to the laptop. he finally got the connection and onz CABALLLLL. loool. we're supposed to play together and all. and he was gonna create a new charatcer so yeah. so we kinda disregarded everyone else with the game going on. but i was being too much of a jerk to care about that at that time. :/ but anyway. they were playing truth or dare, which might've been interesting...if it wasnt all about the youth looool. they were going about who's the cutest *raise eyebrows* and stuff like that i think. (and everyone picked truth) O.o but again, i was not caring... :(


....then the connection started going "strange" or smth. so i went fb and all, jj wanted to play on so he grabbed his own connection and continued playing.. so i just watched him.. then ann and sarah and shawn did like...stuff? to our backs ahah.

sorry.



well anyway. then they all sat down... and took out the cards, i remember someone mentioned they're playing Snap so i screwed the game and came to play with them.. but jj cont. lol at that guy. but ahahaha snap was fun, of course. i lost i think ahahaha. oh jj came in the middle of the game. hmmm. andddddd. then everyone laid back and just talked.. mostly kept saying the meme punchlines bahahah. those things don't get old seriously. but yeah the talking went on...and after awhile it just became...noise, to me. :/ my brain was all fuddled up and everything was so...blunt. like i'm feeling no emotions loooool. so i was like, ugh. need some space and quiet. just for a sec or smth. :S so i *non-obviously i hoped* went upstairs, found the couch, crashed into it, then laid back with my song plugged in. ahhhhh. felt goood. but loool. think i've overstayed myself up there. ann came up once, but she must've thought i was sleeping or smth, she didnt say anything and went back down... :S ah well. sleeping's not a bad idea.... but the song was playing so stayed up a bit longer, just for a bit...


then pp came up....  Somehow she knew I was awake or smth. i think. looool. but she stayed and asked me what i was doing. and i went...listening to my fav song.. then she sat down and i gave her the earphones to listen... yeah. LOOOL. not your type, pony-poop :P

but after that we didnt stop talking for very, very long...


just...talk. about the most retarded things. about the most commonest things. about the most interesting things.  won't write it down here ahah. but yeah, it was just you and me, so :) never did anything like that with anyone ever. very pleasant. and it felt different in a good way, because, in a way it also felt the same like those other nights we stayed up and talked, but this time it was...uh. real. LOL. face-to-face. those other nights were online.. but mmm. so we talked the night away....

i was reallly really tired, ahahaha :P but i dunno, for every line we said, that tired feeling kinda seem bearable, just for a short time, before it comes back again, but thats how I managed to stay up so long.. But in the end, that annoying, "sensible" part of my brain was telling me to go sleeep, because there's still a whole nother day tomorrow that needs energy, so I finally decided yeah, I need to sleep. sigh. still, it was 5.


but didn't slept well AHAHAHA. so hotz. and the...cushion i was holding was so..stiff loool not soft. but *shrug. got a few hours, with a few brief wake ups-and-toss-turns.


and on to Part III of the weekend, the ralllllly.

eek. shall make this as brief as possible. the scroll button might be acting up right now. -_____-


Well, all in all it was great. Had fun. was so sleepy throughout the message Mr.Dave was giving, couldn't understand what he was saying. :( could only remember smth about faith and courage :(( gah. i also remembered turning back a bit to look behind and I saw Samuel Khew, sitting stock straight and giving 200% of his attention. whoaaaa. i wish i can be like that. but LOOOOL. jj was so distracting beside me. he started playin with yen ling's hair O.o and then once he was holding to one and then suddenly THICC he pulled it out. and yen ling was like omg what ouchhhhh. ahahahahahaha. then he started using that hair he pulled out to tickle ann's feet, whil she was ...half-asleep. hahahaha. but no effect. yeeeeeeah. Esther did a marvelous fantastic worship session :') good songs were playing...


LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL there was this time when This Is My Desire was playing, it's an awesome song :'), but they sang it a bit differently (at  least, to ann and me) and the verses were like, a bit late before they actually were suppose to come in. So there was once ann kinda forgot that and she sang the part like 2 secs too early ahahahahahhaa. poooor ann.

yeeeah. thats about it. did my speech pretty....uh. can't remember what i said -____- mostly crap lah. but then I showed the videoooo. ahahahah.  its really nice when you're watching the video that you edited with the audience, because you can finally watch it the minimum feeling of knowing what comes next, even though you edited it, because the audience just has that response that you cant help feeling too so it kinda covers it up :D

then we started selling the cupcakes and cookies. everyone was being nice, most of them (if not all) bought from us, so we managed to sell off everything. but WOW. the money that we got was RM1057 man. when i saw that figure i was so shocked. how in the world did we get it until so high? so LOOOL the first thing i thought of was that GOD HAS A HAND IN THIS HMPF *SUSPICIOUS* ahahahhaa. like in that story in the new testament, in matthews and luke and mark i think, where Jesus feeds the five thousand. and so I thought, the stuff that we sold was like that little bread that he gave to the five thousand, it was not a lot, but then the money we got back was like multiplied by a few times. :OO so i was like :DD  ahahahaha


but looooooooool. later i learnt that the reason it was so much was cuz about 70+ ppl took the food, and paid ful price for it, even though the portions were only for 60+ and they ended up eating...less... but :') God bless them.


so mmmm. that was the weekendd i had. mmmhmmm. well, ciaoz.