oh gosh where do i start

hmmmm.

Monday

before business class: 1:40 pm:

Joyce: OMAIGOOOOSH. SOOOO OBVIOUS laaaa you.
Me: Uhhhh noooooo nuuuuu I wasn't.
Joyce: No seriously, you were. I can tell you still like her laaa.
Me: Uhhhhhh.
Joyce: Anyway, i have something to tell you.
Me: Yeah?
Joyce: ....don't....don't make it so obvious, can you? there's something you should know. there's... rivalry. in our band. there're other people in our band who like her.
Me: now that's interesting.
Joyce: yeah. soooo its not a good thing. so just don't make it obvious. and, don't go after her lah.
Me: no....i wasn't really going to. (just yet)
Joyce: good then. yeah. i just don't want you to get hurt, okay? *hugs*
Me: yeah okay. i'll lay low.
Joyce: yeah you lay low.
Me: *pokerface*


after business class: 3:45pm: corridor


Joyce: WHEREEE is esther lah omg where is that woman
Me: *shrug*

*enters kky, ian, peter, michael blah blah blah

Me: waazup waazup waazup waazup
the rest: hey hey hey waazup waazup waazup
Me: well there she is

*enters esther

Esther: hey hey!
the rest: hey
Joyce: *MOANS* I'M SO TIRED *throws herself at esther*
Esther: uh....uhh....uh...
Me: *goes to the guys*
 Joyce: oh you need to see this conversation i had with my mom
Esther: eh?

*few minutes later.

Esther: HAHA. has xin you seen this?
Xin You: i had to.
Joyce: hehehehehe
Xin You: *puts earphones back in ear*


Esther: OH btw, we (me and my friend amelia) didn't go yesterday.
Me: Eh? why not?
Esther: hahahah cuz eva had ...diarrhoea.
Me: AHAHAHA
Esther: but yeahh its gonna be switched to this...friday? i think
Me: uhhhh nah its okay. it'll probably be switched to another day again hehe
Esther: oh..

Me: i have something to say
Joyce: yea?
Me: remember you said she was jealous of your relationship with the band? how you can be good friends with them and she couldn't cuz she's paranoid and stuff. well i just want to be good friends with her.
Joyce: mmmm.


Tuesday

*enters esther with eva with Amelia*

Esther: HEY guys! meet my friend amelia!
Me: .......oh hey! :)
Amelia: hiii
Ding: no no not that box, the other one, that one has mines
Me: OI ding
Ding: say huh
Me: say hi to esther's friend lah
Ding: oh hai
Amelia: hiii
Esther: hahahahhaaha


*few minutes later

PHOOSH

Esther: OH CRAP. sorrrryyyy!
(she spilled tea on my maths notes)

Me: oh hahaha its okay! this is probably all crap anyway
Esther: hhahha still sorrry

Joyce: eh jom teman me go buy coffee
Me: okay

*while walking*

Me: amelia's cute
Joyce: *sniggers*
Me: she is!
Joyce: yeah i know

Me: are you guys saying yo mamma jokes?
Amelia: yeaa
Me: okay cool i have one!
Esther: alright alright listen guys
Me: yo mamma so fat when she got to the beach the whales start singing "we are family"
*everyone laughs*
Eva: thats a good one!
Me: yeah? okay i have another one. Yo mamma so fat-
Joyce: people yell taxi!
Me: uhhh no. but you missed out the yellow raincoat part.
Joyce: oh yeah.

(joyce annoys me a little. if not a lot.)
(but i'll annoy myself too. if i am not already, which i am).
(two more months and i'm free.)


before stats class: 10:50am: corridor

Esther: ehh guys who's free on eleven to go lunch with me and amelia at nivrvana
Eva: oooh me
the rest: class
Esther: eiyerrr
Me: i'm free at 12:30 tho.
the rest: us too
Esther: -____- 12:30 i have class!
Me: you picked a lousy day.

Me: alright guys i gotta go class
Esther: class?
Me: yea
Esther: sigh okay. *fist bump*
Me: *fist bump*. so you going ahead with lunch at nirvana?
Esther: yeaaaa.
Me: i would come if there's no class..
Esther: Skip!
Me: hmmmmmmmm. convince me.
Esther: skip.
Me: okay.
Esther: okay.
Me: ......no i gotta go class.
Esther: okay let's do this *scissors paper stone pose* if i win, you skip, you win, you go class
Me: alright then!

*esther did paper, i did stone.*

Esther: JOM MAKAN
Me: ....

*turns stone into scissors*

Joyce: hahahahhaha.
Me: .... haha. ehhh sorry. this semester i gotta focus lah.
Esther: haha okay okay.
Me: byee
the rest: byeee




after stats class: 1:30pm: Subway.  (me, joyce, ian, ding, mingsheng)


Me: is that amelia!?
Joyce: ehhh yea lah.
Me: whats she doing outside
Joyce: dunno leh
Me: we should ask her to come inside with us
Ian: yeah sure. talk to her, ask her to come inside. then get her number
Me: *raise eyebrows
Ian: what?

*rises up from chair and goes to the door

Joyce: eh you really going ar?

*goes outside

Me: .....amelia?
Amelia: ......oh hey!
Me: (did she just forget who i am for a split second there) hahah. heyy. we are all inside subway! wanna come join us? what are you doing here anyway..
Amelia: oh.... i'm waiting for the bus!
Me: oh? to go back home?
Amelia: yeaa
Me: ohh. and then how?
Amelia: uhmm. i'll take it to the bangsar lrt
Me: ohhh.
Amelia: yeaa.
Me: eh come in and join us lah.
Amelia: welllllll...
Me: the bus's not gonna come soon anyway
Amelia: haha okay

**goes back in Subway*
*i go back my seat to the wall, amelia sits down, ian's sitting between us*
*ian and ding playing a game*

Amelia: ...haha. what are you guys playing
Ian & ding: *explains*
Amellia: ....ohh.
Me: pretty intense eh?

Me:  *over ian's shoulder* sooo what's after bangsar?
Amelia: uhmm i'll take the lrt to Kl Sentral, and then the Ktm
Me: omaigosh. that's like three public transports. where do you live?
Amelia: Kepong!
Me: that's bloody far
Amelia: i know! blah blah blah blah blah (i wasn't really listening cuz the bus came)
Me: there's the bus!
Amelia: *turns
Me: go go!
Amelia: errrr
Joyce: aren't you going?
Amelia: ....i'm not sure if i should go!  (.....huh? LOL)
Me: goooo
Amelia: ahh okay! *leaves
Me: *watches her go
Joyce: *watches me ......OMG HE'S BLUSHING
Ian: WHAT?
Me: what no
Joyce: HAHA you're blushinggggg! so cute!
Ian: hahahha yeah he is!
Me: that was the chilli...
Joyce: oh yeah right.
Me: hmmmm. she's cute tho.
Ian: *raises eyebrows
Me: what? i'm not interested lah. she's just nice and cute.


before moral class: 1:45pm: corridor


Joyce: OMG GUYS. just now xinyou asked amelia to come in and the he blushed!
Me: say what no that's not what happened
the rest: ooooooooooooooh
Ian: you know xinyou, after you get her number, you're my master now *salutes*
Me: -____________-
Me: relax guys. i'm not interested in her.
CK: who said you were?
Me: ah shit.
the rest: oooooooooooooooooh.


almost moral class: 1:55pm: outside moral class. (me and esther; i dumped the rest cuz they wanted to go in late, esther already waiting outside after coming out from another class)

Me: heyy
Esther: heyy
Me: econs just now?
Esther: yeaaa

*short silence..*

Me: hey uhm. i have something for you.
Esther: oh?

*looks into bag* *oh shit where is it*

Me: gimme a minute

*checks pockets* *checks ALL pockets*

Me: oh shit.
Esther: *holds hands out* anytime nowww

*checks jacket pocket

Me: ah there it is! *gives pendrive*
Esther: whats this?
Me: this, is my playlist.
Esther: ...
Me: all my songs. well, most of them. all the ones i like.
Esther: ohhh! ehhh thanks! i was just wanting new songs! sick of my playlist already.
Me: yeaaaa

*enters joyce*

Joyce: ESTHER! guess what happeneddddd. xinyou was talking to amelia and he blushed!
Me: sigh.
Esther: he didd?? hahahahahhah.
Me: uh, hold on hold on. it doesn't mean anything. i....uh.....she's just cute.
Esther: she is, is she? well, she's VERY nice too *winks winks*
Me: *narrows eyes and points at her accusingly* i know what you're doing.
Esther: hahahahahha


Wednesday

lunch time: restaurant: (ding, ian, joyce, me)

Joyce: so...amelia eh?
Me: hmmm. LOL.
Ian: hahahhha. thought so.
Me: but naaaaaah. i'm not chasing her yet. so i have this philosophy, i'm only going after girls that i'm friends with
Ian: uh, duh?
Me: hey i have friends who score chicks by asking them out straightaway
Ian: hmm.
Me: and i also have this philosophy that i don't like dating friends of other friends
Joyce: that's everyone.
Ian: you'll die alone
Me: you guys know what i mean -_______-
Ian: yeahhh yeahhhh. but we know you're interested.
Me: uhh how do you know that
Ian: you went outside for her didn't you?
Me: well that was cuz it was like you're challenging me haha.
Ian & joyce: .....
Me: so yeah that was for fun.
Ian: .............
Ian:........... i guess we can give kky the green light now right joyce?
Joyce: *nods*
Me: *keeps quiet* (thinks to myself: this is interesting)
Joyce: the fella is not making a move lah!


moral replacement class: 6:30pm: theattrette:

Me: joyce i need to talk to you
Joyce: mmmkay
Me: .....wait there's ppl zzz
Joyce: later.


after moral replacement class: 8:00pm: lower foyer chliling ( esther, joyce, me, peter, ding, ian, adrian, michael)

Joyce: *whispers* soo what is it
Me: ...... you told me the wrong thing.
Joyce: eh?
Me: so kky likes esther.
Joyce: yeaaa...
Me: you told me the wrong thing. you asked me to back down, to lay low. at first i thought cuz, you know, its about esther. but its about kky isn't it? you and ian want to give him a chance?
Joyce: yeaaaah. sorry lah i didnt tell you about it. i didn't think it was the time.

( before this i was pretty pissed when i figured it out in moral class, but now i'm cool)

Me: yeah whatever. but you told me the wrong thing. you said, you don't want me to get hurt, so i thought it was something i'm doing wrong, so i was just gonna be esther's good friend, but that's not what we want for kky right? what you should tell me, instead, is to let kky be close to her instead. its not really gonna work out for him if i'm get close to esther right?
Joyce: yeaaaa. sorry
Me: doesn't matter. just straightening things up.
Joyce: yeaaaaa. but like i said, its very complicating. cuz you know ian likes her too
Me: the world knows that
Joyce: what? seriously?
Me: *rolls eyes*
Joyce: okay.. but yeah. ian is letting kky go first
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
Joyce: eh?
Me: letting him go first? or is it "i tried, but failed, so now you have a go, and if you succeed, i'll kill you, but if you fail, okay"
Joyce: hahahahhaha so mean!
Me: *roflmao, literally*
Joyce: hahahah *smacks*


Me: one thing though.
Joyce: hmm?
Me: was kky holding back because of me? :/
Joyce: eh? no.
Joyce: but i don't know much about him.
Me: but....
Joyce: eh?
Me: never mind.

i still don't get it. i don't get what "give kky the green light" means. but now i don't care.

*random talking* (esther playing her guitar, while peter and michael talk about moral, me and joyce still half whispering, ian sleeping, ding and adrian running around)


Me: but yeah. i don't like her already.
Joyce: mmm
Me: i never reallly liked her, as in like like, you know? have i told you before?
Joyce: nooo
Me: welll. its just that, i really admire her. she's always happy, you know? she's always smiling and laughing
Joyce: oohhhh.
Me: haha.

*random talking.* *me lying on my back, joyce sitting beside me*
*suddenly*

Me: hey esther
Esther: yea?
Me: *waves hand* c'mere
Esther: eh?
Me: come come

*i was staring at the ceiling, then esther's head pops into view*

Me: i just wanted to ask you something.

*joyce eyes' widen* HAHAH (my fav part)

Esther: vat.
Me: uhhhhhhh.
Esther: yea?
Me: okay this doesn't mean anything okay?
Esther: ooookay?



Me: so uh. did amelia say anything about me?





Esther: WOWOWOW. "doesn't mean anything"??
Me: hahahhaa.
Esther: why do you wanna know eh?
Me: wellllll yeaaaaaaa wellllll .... just wanna know lah.
Esther: hmmmmm
Me: i mean. yeah. nothing wrong right? haha.

*adrian and ding sudenly joined in the convo*
the rest: yeah tell him lah
Me: hehehhe.
Esther: uhhhhh yeah. well she said that you guys are really nice lah. she felt really welcomed. you guys were nice to her.
Me: ......that's it?
Esther: eh??
Me: pfffft.
the rest: looool.


Esther: okay fine i'll tell you something. but i want to trade it. i want to know how you feel towards her.
Me: oh me? thats easy. i'm interested, but only as a friend. and she's cute. haha.
Esther: really? *winks winks*
Me: yeaaaaaa.
Esther: haha okay fine.

Esther: she's gonna kill me if i tell you this though.
Me: tell me what..
Esther:: *whispers in joyce ear*
Joyce: OMG so cuteeee! *giggles*
Me: .....uhhh....
Esther: hahah okay okay. she said that

"you're exactly her type."


(i went a bit light-headed, but i just smiled)

Me: *shrug* she's my type too :D
Esther: haaha yeah well, its obvious lah. when i saw you two meet, i can see the sparks already
Me: eh?
Joyce: ahahahhaha love at first sight. so cute.
Me: haha uhhhh. hhaha.

*few minutes later*

Me:.....hm. does she know i listen to her type of music too?
Esther: well, in the car that morning me and joyce was telling her about everyone in the band, so yeaaaah. she knows the basics about you guys lah.
Me: ahhh.



Friday.   (the postponed movie day with esther and amelia)

Lunch time: corridor:

Eva: aiyo later need to go One U lah, so lazy
Me: ohhh. why?
Eva: oh you remember, the movie with esther and amelia?
Me: oh yaaaa
Eva: yeaaaa. so its today..


Me: hmmm. i wanna go..
Eva: come lah!
Ian: HAHA i know why you want to go heh heh
Me: ....
Ian: because of amelia right?
Eva: WOW. SO ITS AMELIA EH?
Me: .....hey hey HANG ON. i'm not interested lah!
Ian: yeah right.
Me:.......... ah okay. its not that i'm not interested. i Can't be interested
Eva: oh why lah
Me: cuz...i'm leaving soon lah
Ian: whats wrong with that, you can go long distance, call her on skype and all
Me: no...you know long distance, there's gonna be problems, and then i'm gonna get distracted and fail my subjects...
Ian: hehhhh
Me: so yeahhhh.

so eva went without me.



Friday night. (five hours ago)

friend request from Amelia. scared the shit out of me. dunno what the hell i should do.

so i waited.

saw esther came online. definitely to see if i'm online. then tell amelia if i'm online and accepting her request or not. geniuses.

after ten minutes, i clicked accept.

then spent another fifteen thinking about what to say on her wall...

finally decided.

she replied after ten minutes.

i replied her again.

suddenly she opened a convo with me, saying: "i think its better to chat here"

i went to pee.

came back and started talking to her.

exciting as hell right?

but not so..

it started off okay. but then she disappeared off for awhile, then from then on her answers were all one sentenced and yeah

sigh

i think i bore her. so yeah. the way i talk isn't appealing enough i guess.

she replies late to everything i send

soo yeah.

ended with me asking a question (so do you travel much :) ) which she hasn't answered yet, she went offline.

soooo yea.

so much for our types eh?

hmmm.

doesn't really matter anyway. she's going back to indonesia on sunday. it was never meant to be.

but i still hate how talking to me was unappealing </3 HAHA.

but yeah.