so lately i've been using the fan and the AC together.

and life isn't easy, you know? you get all these shit around you and you start feeling like shit, cuz there are some people who wants things to work out for you and do shit for you but no, you just can't do shit.

so i don't know. and time isn't gonna go easy on me either. always the same screwing everyone like the slut she is, but in truth we are the ones inviting her.

and God, i'm losing sight of you.

all i care about are the instant pleasures, and i can't see shit about the future.

i feel like an alcoholic junkie dad with a family earning money and wasting time and then there's me blowing it all away.

whats the point anyway, putting all this hope on me.

just

sigh

my