i'm pretty much dead.

happy 9/11

oh and i always see these pictures of phrases that go like "i want a guy that blah blah blah blah" you know, those girly girly things hmpff.

LOL. e.g.:

 and everytime i come across these automatically in my head i go
"what about what YOU will do for the guy eh? i'm sorry, louder please?"


ahah kiddinggg. anywaaay.

today there was a problem with the lrt D: so i ended up getting to college an hour late, so skipped one class :/ hmm. i'm skipping sooo many classes.

but oh well. i did went to the library and got my maths half done, shall hopefully finish them tonight...after, or if, i finish the SAT. ...

so yeaaah. then after that i had psychology! its getting more and more interesting now yayy. its still very sciency, but there's cool stuff about it, etc the Placebo effect, one of my most favourites, intrigued  fascinated and wondered about. Haha i asked Ms C if the effect is also consistent, that we're pretty much subjected to it hmmm. apparently it seems that we are. :O not that i was surprised, i think the effect actually works both ways, i mean if you think that you won't get better then you won't and thats the effect too

(i also had a rather extreme question to ask my lecturer about whether if the effect is powerful enough for us to kill ourselves; like if a person is handed supposedly-poison and if that person can really die from the placebo effect)

(okay haha thats rather sickening, but after that i thought, if you could, it could also prevent death as well eh? handed a supposedly-antidote to a poisoned person and walah? hmm. okay maybe poison isn't the best example. that'll be kinda hard LOL)

but i didn't get to ask the question :( didn't want to ask it in front of the class or ppl will think i should be behind bars or smth in a straightjacket and a padded-walls cell. but also after class ppl started going to the lecturer to ask other questions as well and MsC already started to pack and when everyone's done she's off  :(

but maybe thats good ahahaha. >.<


SO after psycho class (pardon the pun bahaha) 

okay after the class i found the gang sitting around lower foyer! such a nice place to hang out. its like a stage. i dunno i just like it haha. so peter and justin were playing Monopoly Deal and other folks were studying and using the computer.. and then p & j asked to me play with them but i don't know how to so they taught me :OO and O_O the game requires so much thinkingggg.

or maybe i just think too much hahahha. my turn is always the longest lol. PFFT BEGINNER. but seriously. sometimes i'm like damnnn what is the best movee

but it was fun jeez. the second game chun wei calv and uh Gap-hoody guy joined us haha. and LOL funniest game ever. there was an "economy crisis" thing going on and people who are having lots of properties suddenly lost them. hahahha and there was this round of where everyone decides to  collect money and everyone's like oiiiii. lololol funny.


so after that i joined chun calv and the rest for McD's. the 1235183614th time in the week. D: but while hanging out with them, i realize that, they are really, really funny people. D: sigh. as in, cool funny.

i'm a lame retard instead. 


LOL. oh well. hmmmm yeah after that i went to the library and did nothing *rolls eyes and then yeah.