sunshine daisies butter mellow, lost a bit without you so

asked a few (well, 2 only actually) lecturers to start writing me a letter of recommendation :D but well, one of them asked me to write myself, D: whuttt. and they also asked me to tell them what cocurricular activities i've joined so far and all that. eek.. i joined nothing in this sem D: cuz...i dunno. LOL. next sem lahh. run for president for every club hmpf.


watched Eagle Eye for computing lecture this weekkkk . :OOOO its too cool. built on the curiousity of the audience and the whole suspense of the movie. :OO too cool. and Shia LaBeouf (had to google the exact spelling) is a great actor :O he had a few facial expressions which are perfect for some scenes :O ahahhaa.sooo cooool.  and LOL Ms C had a small application session after the movie. to be expected, i guess bahaha. oh, and did i mention the movie was cool? 


ummm. yeah. last week of classes :( 


talking with roshin about crazy stuff. she asked me whats the meaning to life and all that. well basically i just filled her in with junk and crap ahaha. i....don't really love talking about all that, cuz it doesn't really matter to me lol, i'm becoming the go with the flow kinda person lately heh. but she seemed to enjoy it, being the future psychologist she is, so oh well. fire away. she seem to appreciate my junk-and-crap point of view too. but then again, psychologists are the masters at the skill of head-nodding. 



.....interesting things i learn about my friends. :/  the more i hang out with them, the more it makes me sad to learn about their personalities, because i'm more sensitive to their flaws than their strengths. roshin, ding...and sometimes i feel soooo bad when their flaws are the things that don't bother me much, and they realize that too, and sometimes they'll look at me in a certain way.  (yeah well all this is going on inside my head and stuff when i look at their faces ahahah i could be wrong). Oh but kay is interesting too. so far no flaws that make me sad, but still interesting. 


studyyyyyy. 


Rye said hi to me today unexpectedly  ._.   its a bit funny how it feels different when some people say my name.


especially the "xin". the "you" isn't much fascinating. though it still does apply for some (like Ms C *ROLLS EYES*) 


tomorrow's gonna be interesting. last class for all subjects except one. 


have to look for a movieeee for tomorrow's study skills class. dunno whaiii Ms R picked me to be in charge of this. -_-  no sleep tonight -_- 


drove homee from college twice already now ._. the second time...wasnt so good. cuz i was wearing slippers, and my mom said i'm tired. and gahhh still have so many things to remember to do. like not to brake so fast to stop LOL, should brake slowly to slow down. should give ppl time to know that i'm stopping, not give them heart attacks when i stop smack still suddenly. 
and also have to shift gears quickerrrr. ahahha i don't like the car's gear shaft. feels too....rubbery. like you're moving through rubber when shifting gears. i dunno. LOL. 



.....hope they don't make me sing for tomorrow's class..  rachaeltm was like eh so are you performing? 


._. 


(i was like WHAT WHAT NO WHAT, then she laughed) 

i hate you Ms B. LOL joke. 



but the worst part is, now thinking about it, is that i have...sung to rachaeltm before. oh why xinyou why.  *looks to the sky* she'll hold me to that for my whole life. 
buuuut! cuz she brought a ukulele for her english demonstrative presentation. !!@#$!. i've always wanted a ukulele :(((( and then she brought one, so i HAD TO play it ahaha. but didn't know how, so had rachaeltm taught me a few chords, and then i started playing Somewhere Over the Rainbow, which is well, THE song for the ukulele. ;) (well partly because of the victor kim and cathy video) so yeah well i sang a bit. yeah. so yeah. i hope she doesn't spread to everyone. though she was with uh three other people from the same class? me no wan attentionnn. :( 


because i don't want to have to entertain ppl. 
or make friends that i don't want. 


which actually makes me feel a bit disgusted with myself. i've always admire music artists who are always smilling (kina grannis) and so...complied to everyone... :/  i hope i can become like that. ahahha. 



but, to end on a (somewhat) lighter note, i like the college friends i have now :) 

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