but more on that later.
so today had my computing exam, it was soooo hard omg. if the previous few would have me dead, what more for this :(((( i need to study real hard for maths now lool.
but that more on tomorrow LOL.
so... then hopped in Kay's car. SHIIII that guy. he has his own freakin car. his own freakin freakin car. gahhh. which reminds me to drive. gahsighbluekgeez. and his car is cool. like with subwoofers and touchscreen shit. of course, i played with it. and then convinced him all that is shit, don't think you damn cool now. looool.
and then i navigated him to the wrong way *shrug thats me bahaha.
well and thennnn. went to the library, did the assignment. finished it, and then got 37% for plagiarism LOLOLOL. epic fail. the max is 20%. oh well. lots of editing to do. well and then interesting things happened, i don't feel like writing it down, but never will i respond the same way towards someone who's...special. as in, disabled-special. never will I use a nice tone anymore, like how everyone thinks it should be. because the pity and the sympathy in that "nice" voice is just poisoning, after listening to them. I only met one person who had a nice voice but didn't seem to be put on, and no pity nor sympathy in it. the rest made me feel disgusted with myself, and a little bit with everyone else, sadly.
sigh.
because also however nice their voice is like, however full of promise their voice is, in the end, they're just acting out of spontaneous pity, and will cease to care. i'm like that, i think, but now i kinda realize, so i will change.
so i respect those that answer with quietness. with a bit of hesitation, even. at least they're honest. and at least they don't pretend :/ . at least they don't poison with sweetness.
oh well. :/
i will answer with quietness, and i will help to the best i can convince myself to. :/
okay now for the sunset part :)
so right after school, i was, as usual, after stuff like what i mentioned happened, i need to chill out. get away from things, esp home bahaha. so then grabbed my laptop and headed out of the house on foot.
just as far away as possible, and as long as possible..
so i decided i'll walk to the lrt and head to klcc. LOL. and then halfway walking to lrt i was thinking hey why not visit lot 10 :D i miss the rooftop garden. so walk walk walk
walk walk walk holy so much walking omg walk walk walk
then got to pavillion and forgot the direction :/ but then found it yay! (with given directions :P)
but i'm so tired now looool. so i found this cool cafe called "National Geographic". and yes, they do have the magazine in the cafe. surprise surprise. looool. but guess what, one pepsi costs frigging eight ringgit. but hell, this place is awesome. i have marvelous artwork around me. there's like six globes on this table thingy, and shelves, and pictures of the desert at night with stars, and monks walking through ancient buildings, y'know, national geographic-al kinda jig. and shelves and shelves of those magazines, and i dunno, big books of those...magazines? ahahaha. awesome shizz. so i got my laptop out now and blogging, and sipping my precious pepsi, and watching the view from the cool window. and now the sun's light are slowly being outlit and replaced by the more unnatural, synthetic ones.
kinda what it looks like from where i'm sitting. :) i am so enjoying life right now. bahaha.
oh and they play pretty cool music too. boyze avenue jig LOL. but it seemed to be the right mood for it :)
these songs were playing :) pretty sweeee-et.
now this just came on -_________-. i swear, this song follows me everywhere and is creeping me out. -.-
so now i will finish blogging, (whoa awesome prediction) and look outside the window a bit more, maybe chill until it gets dark, and then head out to the rooftop garden, hope there's stars, and then chill however long i can :( and then i will begin the journey back home. meh.
uh nope. i'll add this too bahaha
me and my beanie.