so this morning Kay was...a big mess haha. He was cursing right and left, cursing the lecturer, cursing the subject, cursing the other subjects, cursing the other lecturers, and of course, cursing me as well LOL. (to which I agreed to haha)
example
Kay: What the @#$* is this.
Me: mmmm.
Kay: gah you piece of @#$#
Me: yup yup.
Kay: seriously, this is @#$%
Me: yeah man.
ahaha okay maybe i twisted it a little, but it sorta went like that. but he was soooo stressed up. and after that it stopped being funny, and i stopped agreeing (is that the way you spell it? seems weird) and instead tried to cheer him up and all, asking him to chill. but he started to rant about the assignments and the work and the long classes (seriously one can die in those 1 1/2 hour classes).
So pretty soon i started feeling like cursing too. LOL.
But yeah. i helped him a little with the maths work, and then he only had one class left, so hope he chills up later :S
As for me. HAHA. started to worry loool. Need to do a video assignment by this week, a research paper due next week, mid terms starting this sat, comm service due two more weeks, a research paper due two more weeks. awesome camp coming soon next week. wow. mostly college-related, so by the end of it, i should be happy enough.
sigh.
well why i said that was because recently i've been pouring my heart out for the youth. thinking about it. and totally left my college life in the corners and shadows. so i need a break, spend some time in college, hang with my new friends, get to know some girls (really lacking in that department HAHA okay joke.) But of course, my spirit is still with the youth, i'll still keep in touch (subtly.) but the thing is, a balance needs to be maintained. :/ and funny things i've been hearing lately, about the things i've been doing :/ esp, very esp, those things that i've no idea i've been doing. i guess its like i see things, i just straightaway respond to it,without registering it at all. which is a good thing i guess, so that i won't remember me doing it and will keep doing it. hmm. GAH i don't knowww. thats why i need a break. i need to slowly digest it all. and its really funny, because i'm a totally different person in college. okay not totally a full 180 degrees-ly differently, just that i'm doing way more listening than talking. Which is great, actually, it kinda makes me smile sadly when i look at people who just want to appear to friendly and sociable, and they do all kinds of funny stuff to randomly new people they've just met, but i dunno. it really feels fake to me. like they ask questions for the sake of asking questions, not because they truly wanted to know the person better. haha. okay that might be just mean. But yeah..
Ah okay. There's this time this guy, um... I'll christen him as Seek. haha. weird name.
So Seek just popped up randomly behind my back one day, and then asked me to join him for lunch. just the two of us. O.O i was like, um, okay.
so we had
and then he started asking me stuff about myself. why i walk in the corridors alone. Am I a loner, do i like being alone? yeah I think you do like being alone, he says. Hmmm.
-heck i like walking the corridors alone. just saying.-
And then he started psychoanalyzing me. and then he got a few right, and then i was asking eh how did you know, to which he goes oh i have intuition. mmm.
sighhh. i dunno why i'm blabbing so much about this guy, but i feel like he's the perfect example of an immature guy. LOOOL.
I can hear the other side of me just going sarcastically: Oh hello Mr.Mature-of-all-humankind.
bahaha. okay anyway. Seek is someone who i find ridiculously simple, although he appears to be complicating to people. The thing about psycho-analyzing ppl? I always find that people love to be right about someone that they "intuition-ly" find out about that someone. And showing everyone about having that intuition. As if they have some mysterious power or something, like a mind reader, or a body language reader, like in those shows. *rolls eyes.
Hahah all this coming from a psychologist-to-be. meh. sometimes i do assume things about people too, but i think its a big difference between telling someone you know stuff about them, and knowing something about someone but responding to it secretly, using it to both person's advantage. as in, a real use, and not just boasting that you know stuff about them.
:S
sighhh. just something i wanna rant about.
AND he's such an attention-seeker. ah okay alot of people in college are attention seekers. so thats hmm.
maybe i shouldn't be judging people so much sighhhhh. but some things that some people do, after i judged them, makes me check myself, making sure that i don't do what they do, kinda helps me. so haha. i don't knowwwwww.
bottom-line is, i'm just being a little bit careful of myself when i'm in college, of people and their influences. sighhhh.
gah talking about this already is making me missing the youth already. i won't have to worry about all this. -________-.
maybe i'm being all stuck-up. maybe i'm just being a dick. meh.
OKAY i've plenty of time to tackle this college problem. hehheh. so okay. ummmm what else happened today ummm.
AHH of course, there're the awesome nice cool people as well. :) now the people that i'm closest to with is Kay and Ding, i guess. they're dumb like me lah mostly, thats why i let them be close to me LOOOL. and now i do sound like a stuck up piece of dick. sighhh. in time, in time.
SO then there's English class later today. My favorite class, cuz well, its english. :) and my favorite teacher as well :)) well at first my favorite teacher was the Study Skills teacher, but i changed that because she's uh, too eccentric. HAHA. my english teacher is more...stable. HAHAH. but really, Ms English is really nice, and while she doesn't make jokes, she's really funny, esp her reactions. or should i say THE reaction that she makes.
example:
Ms English: Okay class so what is the answer for number 1?
Class: *gives wrong answer, of course*
Ms English: *flinches.
HAHA. The way she flinches is just too hilarious. and we always get so frustrated in a funny way, because the class and lessons are hard, and poor ms, mostly all she does in class is just flinch ahahahaha. and she also like blinks while she flinches hahahaha too funny.
oh and, its really heart-warming when someone is nice to you when you're not kinda expecting it from that someone. Like Kay, today, asking me to put my bag away which is next to me.
ahh so i guess this is as far as i'll go for an update.
thanks for reading and bearing with my weird opinions, if you actually did get to the end of this post. :)
and people are usually wrong about me, i think. or, i don't stay the same long enough or do the same things consistent enough for people to be right about me.
and the tattoo.