You, the reason why we said you were joyful, 

was because despite all that is happening to you (and we have no idea)

 you hide it well and you still can laugh and joke and crap like normal. 

See, your heart is truly joyful,

 for a joyful heart longs for every moment to be joyful

 and will get what it could get, 

even though it's burdened by everything else.

And the reason why you could never say no to people asking for help

 is because it makes you happy to help them. 

All the more reason why you are joyful, 

because you are always helping.


but I have to agree that it is all so ironic.